Okay for some years now everybody tell`s me i`m lazy! True but its now come to a time in my life where I want to get on with things and I find no motivation to do so, ive got a lovely family, married recently and am studying an it course whilst looking after my son during the day and the wife works, but still I find no motivation to study or to take my son out to playgroups etc, im 6 ft and weigh approx 15 and a half stone, yes I am overweight and im guessing this contributes to my feelings, together with a poor diet im probably answering my own question but is there a medical condition that leads to lack of motivation/laziness or am I just hoping there is because its an easy answer?
Previously I would find myself in jobs I dont like and would just quit not caring so I also think I need to change mentally, I know I need to do things i.E. Work for aliving but I have this "i just dont care attitude" but I really dont wanna be like this anymore, form the age of 15 I started smoking cannabis and did so for approx 10 years, I abused this badly smoking way too much every day!!! Coupled with dabbling in ecstasy/acid/cocaine and magic mushrooms im sure this contributes to my attitude today, needless to say I stopped smoking approx 3 years ago and the other stuff approx 5 years ago and never went back!
Am I just lazy?
Have I just got a bad diet?
Or could there really be a medical condition?
Has anybody got any suggestions as to what might help me please?