I suffer from a panic disorder, about a year ago I had expeirenced a panic attack and during that time it felt like I was going to go crazy, I know its a normal reaction to the condition, after that I felt depressed for about 2 months after talking vitamins, herbs, cleanses I snapped out of it and felt normal but just 3 months a ago I have been constantly fearing that im going to loose my mind and go insane, my anxiety attacks are gone, its only the fear, its talking over me soo much that its putting me into derealization. I keep overthinking and I also keep thinking of things like what am i, what is the mind and how it does it work and I just keep thinking of these weird and scary thoughts, it makes me very depressed sometimes and it changing my whole perspective on life. Im 18 and starting university in a month any suggestions that can help me feel normal.