I know how you feel as well. My husband and I have been trying for a year and a half with no luck. It is really hard when your friends are becoming pregnant & you know they haven't been trying as long as you have. My best friend became pregnant in their first month of trying. I'm so excited and happy for her, I really am. But, I'm sad for me, too. It's really hard when my period just keeps coming like clockwork. During the first 6 months, I charted my temperatures & really tried to time it. I found that really only made it THAT much more depressing every time I found out I wasn't pregnant. I would cry myself to sleep because I was so disappointed. Then, for the next 6 months, I tried to be more at peace with it - that it would happen when it is supposed to happen and I didn't cry as much. Now, it's been a year and a half and I'm finding it harder to be hopeful. Each month I think, "I think this is it...I could really be pregnant this time." Even today, I took a pregnancy test - the first one I've taken in probably 6 months because I was so hopeful. But, it was negative. I cried. I'm healthy, I take vitamins, I exercise. The doctor says everything looks OK, but still...nothing. Is it really just not the right time? I'm trying to have faith, but it's hard. It's nice to know I'm not the only one. Good luck to all of you.