Hi! There.
You are 16..' sweet sixteen'' .I was just checking around saw your message on this board.The reson im registered here was basically becoz once like co-incident , ( but in christ there is no coincident)in was looking for somthing on internet.I came across this board and when I saw life of people , they posted.
I really had aheart to share them the gospel .Since then I prayed to god to reach out to people even if I cant meet them.
Anyway, I just want you to know that thoughts you have come from satan.Thats not your thought. God created hell only for satan ( since he rebel god in heaven, god kick him out) since then he tried to lead all people by giving his though and take them to to hell with him .
If you see your image inside god you will be very suprise.You dont how big god heart is and what he prepared for you .I can tell you more if you want to.

You belive god exit arent you?.Its obiviouse to have this kind of though as along as satan exit.But we human cannot fight this thoughts but only jesus can.
I will like to share you more on detailed but since this is my first time ever wrtting to eforum im not sure if it reach you .Im 26years old single working lady.Please dont listen to this voice.I 'll pray for you. Write back I will let to shar you more on how this thought can let you go.Just dont listen to that thoughts right they are not yours but satan.