Hi. I lost both my parents when I was 16 yrs old in 2003. My father died of liver cancer and my mother died of lung cancer (my mom died seven months after my dad died). So both my parents died the same year. It was really a tough year for me and family. Since they died, I changed and I not the same person that I was before they died. I feel I have so much burden to carry. I had to grow up really fast. Right now im in 3rd yr university and trying just move on. My problem is sometimes I feel so mentally tired and i've been trying to move on from this, but this tragedy still sticks in my mind. Sometimes I feel so down that I dont know what to do. Its a huge lost and im still trying to cope with it. 3 years have passed and i'm still struggling. How do you deal with such a great loss.