Emotions are overwhelming...what can I do? Posted: 09-20-06 18:19pm
Stuff taken from my other post doc, well
also I didnt put that I did see a councler
psychitrist person becaue i was obbsessed
that i was fat and she said I wasnt and
such and made it better but this just
opened doors to other emotions that I
didnt wanna know bout...
Well just want advice or something over
stuff well I guess im depressed mixed with
other things to the point...
1.I feel like life is meaningless theres
no point to it you live you die so im
thinking theres no point to living
it.....
2.I feel like I have under everyone else
like I must prove myself to each person
and such...
3.Im nice to people but it seems people
dont notice me and be nice back only a few
should I just change and be horrible to
everyone cause no one seems to like me
anyways and stuff so driving them away
mite make them notice me...
4.I feel like I wanna be alone alot and
just not talk to anyone, also when ever I
think my brain thinks to much and kinda
not hurts but feels weird like a bomb is
going off and there madness inside of
it...
5.Im angry in split seconds say if someone
says a joke and it offends me ill just go
angry and such and also when im very happy
I just feel down like I shouldnt be.....
6.I feel unloved and such this is my
biggest fear of not being loved as alot of
people that have been close to me seem to
just leave my life for instince my dad
came bk in my life when I was maybe 10 and
I was very happy and then all of a sudden
he didnt show up so I rang him and he said
he was busy that day and I said ok but
then never heard off him again, my mother
loves me but no ones ever really made
contact with me like hugs and such so I
feel cold and horrible when people hug me
or touch me......And also im scared of
never being able to fall in love with
someone for the rest of my life and it
scares me alot this thought...Cause
ive never had a girlfriend before cause
ive never felt the need for this until the
past year or so but ive pretty much felt
distant since I was 12 -13
7.I feel ugly and fat alot and people say
im nice but I dont think so I think people
cant see the ugly person I am...
Well dunno if you guys can like say what
this is or stuff I can give you more info
if you want although people wont care for
this I think...
No im not wrapped in myself I dont think
when I go outside and stuff I feel shy and
paranoid and such things I dont really
like people I dont know why just feel hate
for them and myself and thanks I go on msn
and stuff alot I find no trouble
socializing on stuff like this alls I want
to happen is for me stop feeling my
emotions like love, upset and stuff cause
its really making me mad to feel such
things and would be nice not to feel
anything but still be a good person
Confused
Also forgot to put im hardly motivated
anymore nothing makes me wanna do stuff I
just wanna be alone and do stuff but that
depresses me, ive stopped being motivated
since one and a half years ago I was
really close to my sisters boyfriend and
we did tons of stuff together but they
split up something I feared alot and he
said he would keep in touch but ive not
heard anything since and it just took the
wind from me...
Also I feel like I have to say sorry
repeatidly over stuff like oh im sorry am
I annoying you and such things....
I unno if this is also tyed into it all
but when I was little say 6 - 11 I had
severe headaches alot that were like
stabbing pains and stuff nearly like 3
times a week..
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Depression Answer A1555 Posted: 10-05-06 08:43am
According to the feelings and symptoms you
report (“life is meaningless”, “no
point to living”, feeling of less value,
“nobody notices me or likes me”,
“want to be alone and talking to
nobody”, easy get angry, “nobody loves
me and I don’t feel I need to love
anyone”, estranged from your father,
“feel ugly”, with no motivation to do
anything…) you may be experiencing
depressive disorder. It seems that some
circumstances in your family (your father
has left) have left you feeling so
depressed. Love is great motive for
living. Lack of love can make you anxious
and depressive. I don’t think you’ve
lost your sense for love. It is only
hidden under all your bad memories from
the past. You may ask for expert help from
the school’s psychologist or ask for
medical help from a psychiatrist or a
professionally certified alternative
medical professional. In addition, group
therapy can bring postive results to
people seeking to move past depression.
It's great that you are seeking help. If
you keep asking questions and going
deeper, the answers will come. Feelings
are not facts and, in time, can be
released and dealt with; they need not
hold us back.
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