Argh. I really don't like being so hormonal.. I mean i've always been an emotional person, but this is ridiculous.


I just spoke to my boyfriend on the phone, and he mentioned saving up money for the baby. He gave me a choice.. Either he comes here and spends a weekend with me one last time before the baby's born in december, or he puts the money away in a fund for her. Well of course I chose saving the money for her, I want what's best for our daughter and we'll need all the money we can get when the time comes.. But now i'm really down about not seeing him for another 3 months.


I've been in this relationship for 4 years now, and i've spent the majority of that time away from .Jonny.. So people say "well aren't you used to it by now?".. And yeah, in some ways I am.. But recently, especially with all these pregnancy hormones, I miss him more than ever. Some days I just need a cuddle, and I can't have one.


Sorry to whinge.. I know i'm lucky to have him, and I should be grateful that my baby will have a dad and i'll have his full support.. But sometimes I think it'd be easier if I didn't love him, at least then I wouldn't spend hours in tears.


On a lighter note, I took a pic of my bump at 29 weeks.. So I might as well share it with you lovely ladies =)



i was trying on my halterneck dress to see if it still fit.. Good job it was stretchy!