Hi,
i feel like I am so alone. My husband is wonderful but I feel like I just want to runaway because I feel so much pain right now. I was trying to conceive for 3 years when all of a sudden I took a test and it came back positive. We were so happy. I went to the doctors thinking I was about 8-9 weeks along. He confirmed that my uterus was measuring that but wanted me to get an ultrasound to confirm expected due date . So I did. To our surprise we were told that there were 2 sacs. But I was only measuring 6 weeks 1 day. Both had a heartbeat. One was 133 but the other ones little heart was beating real slow and she could not get a reading. She advised me that the Dr. Will want another sonogram in 2 weeks . Those 2 weeks went so slow but I was thinking positive even after reading bad things about slow heartbeats. I prayed constantly for my little baby with the slow heart. Well my sonogram day finally arrived and I was so nervous. I knew something was wrong when she was not saying anything and then the news came out of her mouth... She saw neither heartbeat now. My babies were gone. They quit growing right after my last sonogram. I had no bleeding or anything. Just cramps which I was told was perfectly normal. I am in such a depression that I cant get out of. I cant do anything. I just want to cry all day. I know that I should be happy that it happened early but it still doesnt take away the pain.