Meh??????! Whats the Point In Life??? Posted: 09-18-06 08:31am
Ok I have already got one topic out there
but I dont know what I want people to do
with this one. This is more just for my
thoughts and feeling.
And lately I have been feeling suicidal
and like life is a chore and that the
world would be better off with out me but
the thing is is tnat I dont know why I
feel like this.
Ok me and my bf broke up a little while
ago but things are ok between us. He is
still a huge part of my life and my sixth
forum schooling is ok to. I enjoy it to a
degree cos it gives me some thing to do
but there is some thing inide me that is
missing. That flare for life.
I used to self harm and gve it up just
after christmas there year. I dont feel
the need to cut but some times I want to
just so I cant feel alive and feel
something.
I have happiness but it never seems to
last more than a day. Reading other
peoples problems on here and then thinking
about mine I dont really have any but I
just feel so low all the time and dont see
the point in life anymore.
Dont worry I wont try anything but I just
needed to express myself some how. At
home my diaries get read and it upsets my
ex when I confide in him about my suicidal
feelings and he feels its his duty to make
it better but he cant and its not.
I gguess I had best get back to my mundane
life lol xxx
