Yes, the topic may sound funny, but I am nervous.



I've been on the depo provera shot for a little over a week. I know that breast tenderness is one of the side effects of it. Or could be. My left breast is very sore and when I felt it, the 'glands' in my breast feel very large and sore. Now, when I was younger and watched the phys. Ed. Tape on breasts and breast exams, I always wished I would never be the girl to have the "two uneven breasts". Well, I did. I mean I do. So. But. Okay. When I got my periods my breasts always became sore. Which is normal for me. Now, i'm not sure if there is really something wrong (like breast cancer????) or maybe my breast is growing...????Or if for some reason it is just sore. I don't know what to think. I wanted to schedule an early phys./pap test. But only being on it for a week, i'm not sure they would do it. Even just to get checked I am unsure.

Now. Another question. I live in ny. I got medicaid from the clinic I go to. I was wondering if that can be used at my regualar doctor's office? I am unsure. I am also very nervous about my breast. I have always been very self conscience of them. Why? Because they are very, very small to begin with and they are uneven. If I did have breast cancer and they had to remove my breast, I don't know what I would do. I think I am thinking to the most extreme at this point. But as for right now I should probably just go and get checked out somewhere. I don't know what to do really. I don't have a "my doctor". If you know what I mean.

Any info or suggestions would be much appriecated. Thank you.



Winter