I am a 17 year old kid turning 18 and I have an ocd issue. Ive had it for about 2 years now and am really getting stressed out and/or depressed from it. My problem really is, horrible thoughts. Before it started out as killing family members, friends, loved ones, but now they are more sexual. Like with family members, loved ones, etc. These sexual thoughts are not wanted because alot of it is sexual thoughts that make me very unconfortable like, homosexual sex and things along that line. When I have these thoughts it makes me need to "reset" it which my way of doing it is for instance when I am walking, I may go back to the spot where I had that bad thought and walk there and try to think of something good then go on with my walk. Or turning the lights on, if I turn the lights off in a room, and if I had a bad thought wile I was doing that, then I would have to turn it back on, then off and when I turn it off I try to think of a good thought. Im thinking its just a mental control issue, I just want these thoughts to stop and want to have a normal state of mind. I hope one of you can help out there.