My name is john im 26 im deppressed I
sleep like 12 hours a day and when I wake
up I feel emty inside my brain races with
paranoid thoughts and feelings I always
think of running away from home and going
somewhere else to maybe a new town or city
I dont have any friends and I think that
people dont like me im sluggish and I feel
so slow when I talk 2 people its like my
brain is so slow I can barely speak I cant
get a girlfriend I have not had a
girlfriend since I was 21 even though
people tell me im good looking I feel
sexually fustrated I think very odd
thoughts and think that life is very
strange sometimes I think that im going to
grow old and nothing in my life will ever
change I will become a lonely old man with
no friends or family I feel like death is
a escape from the cruel world I live in
and I welcome death I want to die I would
try to kill myself but im too much of a
coward to even do that im scared of the
pain and the panic I would feel before
death if I try to commit sucide why is
life so cruel why do I feel sad all the
time people think im boring because I dont
like to party and when everyone else is
happy im messed up if anyone can relate eo
anything im saying please message me maybe
somebody can help
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PassionFlowerLover
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 Sep 2006 Posts: 23 Location: US
Posted: 09-15-06 16:36pm
I've been where you are and I still go up
and down to this day.
How long have you felt this way?
You should go see someone. You need to
talk to someone. Nothing will get better
until you take action for it.
I'm planning on seeing someone very soon
to sit down and talk to. I've never tried
therapy, but I need to try something...
Are you on any medication?
I'm on wellbutrin, but I dont think thats
enough for me. I'm thinking I need to be
on as ssri...
I hope you get the help you need john...
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cheekymonkey19
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Sep 2006 Posts: 2 Location: England
Posted: 09-15-06 17:07pm
Heya john,
i'm soo sorry you feel like this but your
life is going to get better ok. I have
been like this and I was bad like you are
right not but i'm much better now. You
need to go to the doctors and get
counselling.
I sleep loads too, I sleep when I can and
always get moaned at. I don't feel like
doing anything. I never go out, meet new
people, go clubbing, have a boyfriend etc.
I don't even go out now im better, im
just keeping myself to myself.
Go to the doctors ok, message me if you
like and we can talk about things and
maybe I can help. Please go to doctors
and your get the help you need. Good luck
john xx
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dead little me
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Sep 2006 Posts: 40
I No That Feeling to Posted: 09-18-06 08:54am
Hey,
i feel how you feel about the committing
suicide thing but I am to scared toi try.
If I died tomorrow I would be happy. I
have nothing to live for. I lost that
really when me and my bf split up cos he
was the only person I trusted and the only
person I confided in but now I cant even
turn to him.
My situation is not the same as yours but
at the end of the day my feelings are the
same. I have given up on life. I have
family and friends but they dont seem to
understand me.
Happiness does not stay in my life for
more than a day at a time.
I would like to offer you advice if I can
or try and help us both at the same tme by
talking so send me a private message or
something xxxx
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nineinchnails277
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Sep 2006 Posts: 58 Location: texas
Re: I No That Feeling to Posted: 09-18-06 16:44pm
dead little me
wrote:
hey,
i feel how you feel about the committing
suicide thing but I am to scared toi try.
If I died tomorrow I would be happy. I
have nothing to live for. I lost that
really when me and my bf split up cos he
was the only person I trusted and the only
person I confided in but now I cant even
turn to him.
My situation is not the same as yours but
at the end of the day my feelings are the
same. I have given up on life. I have
family and friends but they dont seem to
understand me.
Happiness does not stay in my life for
more than a day at a time.
I would like to offer you advice if I can
or try and help us both at the same tme by
talking so send me a private message or
something
xxxx
d.L.M, you do have somthing to live for.
Think of all the pretty sunrises and
sunsets. Think of all the full moons and
blue skys. Even if you dont know it, you
have somthing to live for. We all do. I
dont mean to qoute bsg but "god has a
plan, guias" [not quite sure if is spell
guias right] anyway. Onwards towards the
burning of ducks and witches!
Lol
nin277
