Heres some pics of layla and logan. He has finished with his starband which is good.

As a regards to me, i'm feeling a bit better. I'm still hurting alot and the pain is still raw but I am managing to be a mum to my kids properly now. I got a letter inviting me to do the midwifery course. Its too start in 3 weeks. My family said I should do it as it is my dream and it will be a positive distraction to help me heal but i'm scared that its too soon and I will break down in class. What should I do?



We actually managed to get out to the park which was an achievement for us as i've been in the house all week.




Here's me and logan- excuse state of me I haven't slept for a week and i've been crying all the time. I think he's starting to look like me now (poor boy!) layla looks like daddy
















this photo really cheered me up!



.T.H.I.S. .P.H.O.T.O. .H.A.S. .B.E.E.N. .R.E.M.O.V.E.D. .F.O.R. .V.I.O.L.A.T.I.O.N. .O.F. .T.H.E. .F.O.R.U.M. .R.U.L.E.S. Sorry girls!