Heres some pics of layla and logan. He has finished with his starband which is good.
As a regards to me, i'm feeling a bit better. I'm still hurting alot and the pain is still raw but I am managing to be a mum to my kids properly now. I got a letter inviting me to do the midwifery course. Its too start in 3 weeks. My family said I should do it as it is my dream and it will be a positive distraction to help me heal but i'm scared that its too soon and I will break down in class. What should I do?
We actually managed to get out to the park which was an achievement for us as i've been in the house all week.
Here's me and logan- excuse state of me I haven't slept for a week and i've been crying all the time. I think he's starting to look like me now (poor boy!) layla looks like daddy
this photo really cheered me up!