Need to Vent....

I don't know if anyone remembers me, I haven't posted in about 6 month. I've been sick for the last 6 months and the Dr.'s don't know what's wrong with me. I have been ttc 3 years, found out I had pcos earlier this year, went thru all the fertility stuff (2 cycles of clomid) I started feeling really sick in march and now my Dr.'s think I might have lyme's disease or lupus. As if this whole not being able to get pregnant after all this time isen't bad enough. Now I have to think about it might not ever be a possibility for me if this is something serious. Meanwhile everyone else around me keeps having babies. I feel so sad that something can come so easy for others when others struggle for years. I was talking with a new mom the other day...She's 43, has a teenage son she remarried a couple years ago and they decided to try for one of their own. She said she'd been on bith control for ever and got pregnant the 1st month after she stopped taking it. Don't get me wrong i'm happy for her but it's just hard to hear how easy it is for some people. I'm sorry kinda long...I just really needed to get this off my chest. Good luck & babydust to everyone!