Ok, i've been fine, but life is really starting to throw some flippin curveballs. I bounced back from having a son that required multiple heart surgeries. I bounced back when I lost my job during that period. I bounced back from losing my home in that same time frame. I've dealt with depression since I was little.
How hard is life going to get before it gets easier???? I recently had surgery for cervical cancer. Then a week later ended up having my appendix removed. Today my s.O. Ran out of gas on the way home. He ended up getting hit from behind by a car going 60mph. He ended up being catapulted through the back window of his truck. He's lucky his guardian angel was on duty. Now, hes off from work. He has no benefits. I'm off work from my surgeries, but at least I still get paid. Landlord called and said we have a month to buy our rental or we'll have to move cuz they're putting it up for sale. I'm trying to hold onto faith, but faith is quickly failing me. I'm starting to feel that dark hole come barreling back in my life. Anywho, thanks for letting me rant. Maybe being awake for a long time is affecting me.