So im a bit confused about a couple of things...And its stressing me outtt!!
Long story ..So if you dont like reading then exit out..Lol

i have been really craving to have another child..I know that there is alot of reasons not to and I keep telling myself no no no...But its so hard ...I am about to start school in october ..And the rule book says if you become pregnant ..You have to have a doctors note saying that you can continue on with the schooling..Because there are fumes and things that can cause harm to the baby ...But its very unlikely..Which is the first reason I say no..The second reason is ...Jonathan graduates in march and thats when we are buying our house..--reason three ...I was pregnant with jace in my junior year of h/s and I never had the time to enjoy the pregnancy ..With school and all...So with my next I want to be able to relax and enjoy..

I really need to wait ..And my plans were to wait till jace was in kindergarden..That would give me and jonathan enough time to get out college and be in good paying stable jobs..Which would also give me the time to enjoy my pregnancy and take time off after the birth of our second child...

So yeah I think I should wait ..But I just wish these thoughts would go away...Haha I think getting on here and seeing these pregnant pictures and all my friends being pregnant is making me want to be again!! Err it sucks!