I'm 18 years old. I pretty much know
everything about sex, orgasms, what feels
good and why, because i've been reading
everything about everything about sex
since I was 12 years old. But I could
never find an answer to this:
im gonna try to describe this the best I
can. I need some kind of answer to why I
have this ability...
I found this out about two years ago when
I had to go pee. I didnt have to go
really bad, I could wait it out if I very
well pleased. I remember a magazine had
sparked my interest as I rounded the bed
to go to the bathroom. I flipped a couple
pages and as I did the pressure of my
bladder was increased a bit.
I was playing around and I had fixed my
muscles to create the sensation of
"letting it go" like I was gonna pee right
there, you know like I was gonna let it
out. I could feel it coming, but it wasnt
out. I waited until the last minute
before I wet myself and hurriedly
tightened up again to stop it.
Then all of a sudden I get the
overwhelming sensation of orgasming. It
literally makes me moan and I had to brace
myself on my bed and catch my breath it
felt so good.
My legs weakened and felt like they were
melting. It wasn't an orgasm I know this,
but it felt like doing it pure eurphoria,
I could feel it in my clit. It felt like
that state of an orgasm where your "just
about" to tip over....
Since then i've only been able to get
about a handfull of ones that feel that
good. Now when I do it whenever, it feels
very very doing it good nontheless but
just not as powerful as those "certain"
ones. But whenever my bladders full
whether it be a little bit or a great
amount... I can make myself feel
extremely doing it good down there. Just
by fake releasing my pee like that.
I can do it anytime I wanna, and it feels
like pure bliss. But only if my bladders
has liquid in it.
What the hell do you call this?! I am
desperately in need on answers. If
someone called me a freak, I wouldnt give
a damn because I doing it love this
ability. But I think its weird. I wanna
tell my girlfriend what she thinks but I
dont know.
If you can't give me an explaination, give
me your opinion on what the hell you think
is happening please.
