When my boyfriend and I got together, he had one prior serious girlfriend... They had had sex together. I had a relationship before him that lasted 2 years... But we never had sex. My boyfriend was my first, for a long time, I was very upset about the fact he had already experienced it, but I knew he was the one for me. One day we were having a conversation, and I told him, I was very happy I had waited for him, tha ti knew my x wasn't right, and I had no regrets. He told me that he'd wish i'd not say that, cause it's like a piercing dagger everytime I say that. I don't believe it was ok of him to get upset with that...

But sometimes, I find myself fixed on the fact she shares something that ican never have. Sometimes, when he asks me to do something new... I have to find out if he's done it before... Because sometimes if he has, im too bothered to do it. Before, when he had his old bed, sometimes i'd get really disgusted by the fact they had been there before...

Is there something wrong with me...