When my boyfriend and I got together, he
had one prior serious girlfriend... They
had had sex together. I had a
relationship before him that lasted 2
years... But we never had sex. My
boyfriend was my first, for a long time, I
was very upset about the fact he had
already experienced it, but I knew he was
the one for me. One day we were having a
conversation, and I told him, I was very
happy I had waited for him, tha ti knew my
x wasn't right, and I had no regrets. He
told me that he'd wish i'd not say that,
cause it's like a piercing dagger
everytime I say that. I don't believe it
was ok of him to get upset with that...
But sometimes, I find myself fixed on the
fact she shares something that ican never
have. Sometimes, when he asks me to do
something new... I have to find out if
he's done it before... Because sometimes
if he has, im too bothered to do it.
Before, when he had his old bed, sometimes
i'd get really disgusted by the fact they
had been there before...
Is there something wrong with me...
