I have always delt with
depression/anxiety/stress,, lately it
seems my mind is collapsing, before I was
able to deal with it ,, now my mind is
going and I feel like I will soon die of a
heart attack or get a massive stroke or
something,, I cant even describe the
points I get , I swallow all my anger and
it just eats away at me, there are times
where I get a deep sharp chest pain and I
think that is it , my next breath will be
the one that kills me,, over the last day
or so I feel all my tension being released
in my head and through my skin, I look in
the mirror and I have these bumps and
hives all over my body and I have these
blotches that I am convinced is exploded
veins and it is bleeding inside of me, my
neck and body is always stiff and I get
really dizzy and lightheaded sometimes,,
am I causing lasting damage?,,will I
eventually kill myself if I keep this up?