Thanks alot ladies, reading your posts full of inspiration helps more than you know. I will have to try harder next time, but I know that I should have tried harder and I didn’t think that I could miscarry again, I mean what are the odds. But I did and the reason is because of my disorder and my selfishness with it. My mom is very upset for me, and is not only upset about losing her 2nd grand baby but that she may lose me too. So after a very long talk to myself, I finally decided that I am not going to wait around for the next time. I am going to get better now. I finally agreed to check back into the hospital and stay there this time. I don’t want to die, or be infertile or have health problems, I want to be healthy again. I just thought I would share my plan with you and thank you again for everything, you girls are amazing and you truly inspire me. Vanessa you’re doing great! Keep it up. Jennifer please stay away from this mess, it causes too much hurt not just to you but to the people you love. You are incredibly beautiful just the way you are!

Megan