Hi,

i am from england but I moved to the states 3 months ago, and ran out of medication, I was taking risperdal and prozac. I managed to get into see a psychiatrist yesterday who changed my meds to lamictal.
Its gonna take a few weeks for it to start working and im worried cause I did something relaly stupid last night, I burned myself on the arm 5 times with a cigarette.
I feel really guilty about doing this to myself, I dont know why I did it... And I dont want it to scar.... Why did I do this ? I never done anything like this before ... Please someone help