Just Need to Vent...

Well today started out ok.. Hmm.. Well lets see shawn and I decided to go up the mountain because we have never been up there in the summer.. So we drove up there.. It was kinda dull so we headed back down and shawns breaks were starting to smoke pretty badly and apparently wernt working so we pulled into the chain station (which is closed down) and he turned off the car and there was smoke everywhere from his breaks and it smelt horrible... So my friend mike came and chilled with us while we waited for the breaks to cool down to see if they would work after... So they came back pretty much after a hour of cooling so we head back to shawns place and his altinator light comes on.. Well that just sucked.. Then we actually make it back to his hosue.. Shawn buys a new altinator belt for his car, installs it but the light still comes on... So now his day is ruined and he keeps !**@! about it...

So I go on the computer and talk to my friend lisa's freshly ex boyfriend thom.. Well I find out that she cheated on him while she was gone to portugal for a month (kinda figured she would) and shes always been saying shes going to kill herself and now shes saying shes going to kill herself on the 5th of september.. Her life isnt even that bad.. She cuts herself all the time because she gets in a small argument with her mom or soemthing and this is just pissing me off.. She makes everybody feel bad for her mistakes.. She broke thoms heart.. She also has hiv and probably passed it off to him because I know they have had unprotected sex... I unno.. My day was all ok when I went up the mountain but yeah.. Now all this !**@!..

Shawn has to spend money on his car.. And we dont have anymoney for that !**@!.. We still need baby stuff and money for a down payment on a place.. And rent money.. God.. I dont know how we're going to make it on our own.. Shawns not getting many hours at work either because its slow season..