Hi im 22 male and from australia, I was diagnosed with mild schizophrenia last august but refused the medications because I didnt like the way they made me feel. Ill explain why they diagnosed me:
i had a few weird episodes one which was scary was having dinner with my ex girlfriends family and her older sisters boyfriend or friend was there..For some reason during dinner I created this illusion that he was pissed off cause I was there and wanted to kill me so I started to think of ways I could kill him before me.
Another episode I went throuh a long period of time where I thought my dad was trying to poison me and I wouldnt eat food he gave me this went on alot even to this day I guess.
Another time I thought this guy I was friends with who I had a fight with was plotting with his girlfriend to ruin my life and kill me so everytime I heard a car come up the street I would immdeiately start panicing.
Alot of this still kinda goes on with me but I dunno haha.
So yeah im here wondering is there something totally wrong with me the doctor said over time I will get worse I find if I dont think about stuff like preoccupy then im kinda ok.
I do defintaely have ocd and anxiety but who doesnt these days.

I guess after all that....Am I crazy?