I am a 51 year old male, who has undergone 13 surgeries since 1997, 5 spinal surgeries, all surgeries has failed and 7 abdominal surgeries, due to my last spinal surgeries, I had been diagnosed with an incisional surgery because a jp drainage system was not put in after the first surgery, causing 3 staph infections and 7 surgeries to finally close the gaping hole in my stomach. All surgeries done in fort myers florida, (please stay away from the doctors in that area). I take 8 to 32 mg. Of dilaudid a day to combat the pain, along with 10 mg of valiun and soma, a muscle relaxer, seems like alot of medication but 5 years ago I was on atleast 12 different types of medication, I weaned myself off, afraid of the damage I was doing to my liver and was not helping. My problem now, every month my lower extremities become very numb,from my waiste to my feet, not painful but very discomfortable, making it hard to walk.When this happens I have to take 24 mg dilaudid and within an hour the numbness seems to go away somewhat, still able to function this problem is getting worse. I just recently had a mri last wek, (1.14.2006), findings, l-4, l-5 spinal surgery has not fused, at the l-5, s-1 severe facet joint arthropathy, & mild stenosis, alot off scar tissue around the l-4, l-5 area, also at the same level demonstrates moderate enhancing tissue in the left parasagittal region, at the l-3, l-4 level severe stenosis secondary to ligamentum flavum and facet hypertrophy and severe right sided foraminal with compression of the l-e nerve root, at the l2-3 level there is a disc herniation with acute annular tear causing compression on the l2 nerve root, facet hypertrophy leading to moderate spinal stenosis,now I now I am considerd a high risk patient and with everyone trying to sue doctors, no docroe will come near me, they give me excuses but I know the reason, the funny thing is with all the failed surgeries I have never not once talen any cilal action against any doctor, all I want in life now is to be pain free, or atleast better off then I am today, I mover from the ft. Myers area on the advise on my doctors to central florida, orlando, staing this would be the only are that doctors would or be able to handle high risk patients, i',m really tired, even from the doctors here in orlando, I was turned down for surgery last week because my last surgeon put in his report this was a salvage operation and most possibly more surgery would be needed, please don't get me wrong, I am not looking nor want another surgery, but am a very realistic person and realize with the report from the last mri and with the lower extremities numbness, this is finally getting the best of me, some type of surgery would relieve the pain I live through all day, I would think i'm new to the post or forum, I don't know if doctors ever read this message board, but I need a doctor with balls, not afraid to take on a hard case, basically all I want is help, so anyone reading this message with any suggestions please feel free to contact me, I wish all of you with posts on this forum only the best and hopefully a speedy recovery and if I can help with any answers with all i've been through please don't be afraid to ask, sincerely paul w : :?:- :( :?: