What a tragic things to go through at such a young age! My best wishes to you for your strength.
My sister used to be a cutter, and she has scars all over her arms from that. The counselor knows (or definitely should know) about that type of behavior and be able to treat the underlying issues that cause this. Obviously though, counseling is a good idea; it will help you. What you are going through now, for some reason, is going to strengthen you and will in the long run somehow, help you in your purpose on this earth.
Prayers to you

Hey hun. Its good your getting counseling I am sorry about your lefted eye removed if you got yahoo add me if you wish to talk. My id is theblackplagueofdestruction. Feel free to talk about it. Major depression can do that. Cause I got major depressive disorder. If you wont wish to add me I hope you feel better.

Sorry, I only have msn will that do?

Hey martina
sorry to hear about your troubles. I'm sure I can't empathise completely however hard I try. You've been through a lot at a young age. But you know what, bad times do not go on forever. Everyone has good and bad phases in life. Thats how god has made all our lives. Your bad phase will pass over sooner or later. You need to keep your strength till then. Don't lose hope. You will find new love and inspiration in life, god willing. Keep smiling. It will make a world of a difference.
Rika k

I hate when people think that they can solve your problems for you. They probably aint even gotten their own lives sorted. So how the medical question will they know what is best for you. They dont. You think self harming is a sickness?? Then o god save me im sick. Lol. Its not a sickness it is a way of coping. You dont catch it it is part of you.
You think self harming people are weak?? Do you know how much strength it takes to cut your self?? No.
Cos you aint been there and till you have been through it back off you know nothing. You only see what you see.
You can possible give advice on what you dont no so dont because you will never doing it understand.

I hope that you find the strength to feel happy again. Im sorry for your loss. I have never los anyone but just remeber that they are always in you heart and in your mind and im sure that they would want you to be happy and smile.
I wish you all the best in the future and I hope that you find a way to make it through this tough time. Xxxxxxxxxxxx
all the best
dead little me

I believe this post was about martina and her hardships and road to wellness. Dead little me, you can whine about your issues in your own post. Anyway, martina, i'm sorry to hear about so many hardships you've had at such a young age. Counseling is a great idea. Some types of therapy are so effective that medications aren't even needed. And if you need some extra talking time, we're here for you. God throws us curveballs sometimes without an explanation. All we can do is be thankful for what we do have, and hope for the best with everything else. I have a feeling you are going to be a strong woman in the near future. God bless and I hope everything turns out ok.

Ok I want to applogise for whining on some one elses page. I dont really understand the whole site thing I thought it was kinda like a forum. Sorry.
Glad you people are real friendly. Soryr to martina. I didnt meant to be rude or whatever you may have thought. Sorry.

that was very rude ccris123. This isn't some...Never mind. Still people see a post name and think, "hey, maybe I can get some help here". What you said was rude, and uncalled for.