I apologize in advance this may be a long post...

Dh and I have been ttv for over a year and a half and no luck. We are both under 30 and in decent health. I know this stress is starting to effect me and I often wonder what is wrong with me. It seems funny that you notice more pregnant people or babies when you want one so badly.

I have finaly given into my fears and made an appointment with my gyno to discuss testing options to see if there is in fact something wrong with me. In the mean time (could not get in for 2 months) we decided to start taking ovulex and after a month no luck. I have pulled as much pressure off of our love making and I believe that the ovulex has increased my sex drive. The funny thing is that lately I have been afraid of becoming a parent even though it is what I want. I am just nervous about the unknown and what we will have to give up... I know it is counterproductive thinking and this is realy more of a vent than a question, but I realy do not have anyone else to speak to about this. Our friends do not have or do not want children so my plight falls of def ears. Heck I have even had a few friends hint that once we have a child I will not see them anymore since they hate kids... That realy makes me sad..