So for the past 3 days or so I have been in non-stop panic. I am a 17yr old female who is a virgin. I recently (about 2months) ago met a boy. We started dating. Now ... I have never given/received oral sex nor have I had intercourse. Seriously im very knowledable with diseases and stuff like that but im so at a loss right now.

So back to why im ready to have a heart-attack. I let this boy....Give me oral sex for the first time, whereas he told me I was his first as well. I trust him and believe him but you know there isnt any gurrantees. I started to uh...Do it back but we were interrupted so it was in my mouth no longer then 5-10 seconds...Literally no lie. So this was about a week ago. On monday night I experienced some itching down there and I didnt think much of it until it continued into the following day. So yesterday I looked and there seems to be this .. Pimple like bump. Its not big nor is it painful or sore. Its just this red bump with a whitehead. Now the bump is not hard it is not painful. But its on what I think is my clitoris (yes im so naive I dont even know if its my clit.....But im 90% sure it is). There is no discharge with strange ordors or colors. Basically its this pimple-like bump and the itchyness.

So today is now wednesday and its still there. The symptoms have not worsened but its the same. Sooo....I have no gyn. I talked to my mom about it and after the part where she ya know went into tears and made me feel completely and totally ashamed of myself she contacted a gyn but the appt isnt until the 17th. I cannot handle being in a constant state of panic and stress and racing thoughts that I have a god damn std until the 17th.

Im ashamed, terrified, and have been crying this entire day. Someone help me. Please.