I think this is a huge problem I have and i'd like to know how to stop because it's troubling my relationship and messing with my mind. I don't know why I hold on to the past. My husband's past. He once had this girl,he almost had sex with and I can't even stand listening to her name and it really hurted me when he told me and we weren't even together. He found out she's a prostitute and they didn't go any further but,i think there's a bit more to that or that's just my jelaousy taking over my thougths.

Recently I was going through my husbands e-mails and I saw a jaw-dropping picture where a girl,that later on he told me it was that same girl I just mentioned, sucking a balloon in his genital..Like if she were sucking his dick. I cheked the date and it was 2004 at by that year,we were together. I talked to him,looking for an explanation and he said that picture was during his freshman week,that they sent that pic to him a year later. Inside I felt he was lying but he swears he's telling the truth and even got mad at me because I don't trust him and that is past. I can't get the picture off my head, and I can't stop imagining the situation and I think that's just sick and gets me really frustrated,sad and I would like to know if this happens to anyone and how do I get over this? Today and don't know why the hell I got into his e-mail to see that pic again!!! I deleted but it just messes up with my mind. I really need opinions,help here please,i hope to see replies.