Im awake, wide awake...
Im so mad at my boyfriend. We have been
together for 2 years our problems is my
past (before him, friends,boyfriends).
So we run into people I know and everytime
all the questions start rolling in...Well
where do you know him from, explain, did
you have sex with him, o so did you go
with him.
Example, today we had a nice day at the
beach w/ my girlfriend, mom, and him and
there so happened to be a guy there that I
knew, but I didnt say anything until my
friend went over there and I waved. So
my friend went on the jet ski and I was
looking around. I went to go see if she
got off so we can leave and my boyfirnd
looked angry that I went to go look for
her and he also said " you gunna hop on
with them too". (in a mr. Smart guy
way) so we went to dinner with my friend
and he was acting stand offish. We got
home and my friend left and he just came
at me like I was hiding something.
Asking me if I go there all the time.
"that if he wasnt there would I would of
went on the jet ski". And "i was looking
around, what were you looking for him??"
and it just edit me off. The insecurity.
Ive been with him for 2 years and he
still has to ask me all these questions
like im under oath. "would i, have i, if
he wasnt around, one more question I
swear" ahhhh
i see these girls on here and my story
isnt half as bad but it makes me angry.
Am I taking it over board????