I am male, 19, very soon to be 20, and I have no life. All I do is go to school and work. I do good in school and preparing to be an accountant, but I wonder if it is all worth it if I have no one to be with in life. I have very little friends, never been to a party, never dated, never done anything fun in life. I have never socialized outside of school. The only time I go out is to play basketball on sundays with a couple of people, but other than that I have no life. By not having a life, I am beginning to feel very lonely in life with no friends and no girlfriend. I constantly see people going out with friends and girlfriends, while I just sit at home hoping one day that I can be like that, but sadly I dont think it will happen. Maybe I was meant to be alone in life. I know some part of me being lonely is that I am shy and have a hard time accepting my image. I am shy around anyone but I totally lose it when I am around girls. I can never have a conversation with anyone because I constantly think they are judging my appearance. I am 6'3", skinny, wierd nose becuase I broke it, still have some acne. My wish is to have friends to go out with and one day have a girlfriend in life, but being 19 and never been kissed, never dated, never gone out, I some how doubt that I can ever be with someone. Out of all of this, I was wondering if anyone has any advice for me to help me get over my appearance and for me to be able to talk to people, especially girls. I just want to be like a normal person my age and that is to have fun. Thanks for anyone who gives advice.