recently I was on vacation staying with friends. I drank everday I was there. I injured myself in the slopes and got perscribed flexeril. I also am on paxil, however I do not take it religously. One night I mixed 4 keg cups of vodka 7's w/ limes. I had about a shot & 1/2 in each. I can usually handle this but on this particular night I blacked out like I have never done before. I don't remember anything except yelling and crying. I remember being scared 4 my saftey and was uncontrollably crying. I was very emotional. I don't know why I was crying but I remember being very upset over something. The next day I found out that I tried to crawl through the neighbors window and they called the cops. I barley remember them coming but I remember talking to them then running and to different apartments to find someone to comfort me. I also was bleeding I don't know from where or anytjing but there was blood all over the wall and door. I don't know anything else becaus emy friends have not talked to me since, I got them evicted from their apartment. I am so distraught because I have drank way more then that and never blacked out where I can't remeber a thing. Usually things come back to me later. I did smoke pot that week but not in 3 dawys of the incidence. I also didn't take my flexeril that day but I did the day before but my body, because of a past eating disorder, tends to hold on ato things I place in my body. I did however take the paxikl that night right before drinking and I took an immodium ad and ibeprofin. Please help me i'm distraught with my actions and what I did to my friends, help me know what happened. Was it a reaction? Od? Some kind of poisoning??