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alright...My boyfriend and I have a long distant relationship and when hes around, I have a very high sex drive. My sex drive is out of this world. I expect it at least 5 times a day if not more. Well, I have not seen him in half a year and I have noticed that my "sex drive" has decreased tremendously. I am unsure if it is because I am just use to being "alone" or maybe something is wrong??? For the past few months, I have not had the "urge" to encounter any "sexual" acts. It kind of worries me and almost brings me to the point to where i'm starting to believe that "ill never be horny again". :? Could my decreased sex drive be caused from loneliness or just from bored-um when I am masturbating?
Another "issue" that I am having is that for the last couple times I have masturbated, I have noticed that I am seeing blood. There was once when I masturbated, there was allot of blood. I was not on my cycle... But for some reason when I started masturbating... Blood becomes very visible. It scares me to even think that maybe something is wrong with me. Well the last time I masturbated, there wasn't that much blood as before but I noticed that my "cum" is almost like a big glob and is mixed with blood. Could the sight of blood mean that there could be serious problems? Could it mean that maybe I am "scratching" my insides? Please someone... Calm my nerves and tell me what you think could be wrong. :oops:
