I also had a Full Hysterectomy at the age
of 23, I'm now 36. I started HRT right
away. So it has been 13 yrs now, and they
have finally decided to try & get me
off it.
I some days feel like I'm seriously going
CRAZY... There are days where I feel like
I'm sorta on the Normal Page, but most
times I feel like I'm lost.
I have a Fiance' that I love very much,
and he loves me just the same. But there
are days that I feel like the littlest
thing he does drives me nuts. If he chews
to loud, if he doesn't answer me in the
right tone of voice, if he forgets to take
the garbage out, if he snores to loud,
pretty much whatever he does, I find
something to health forum him out for.
There are days that I feel like I could
just check out of this world, because I
can't handle it. I have isulated myself
from people, I no longer want to hang out,
it feels like a big chore to me. And as
for meeting new people, not a chance, I
feel like everyone is wondering why I'm
childless, and some even have the nerve to
ask me why I don't have kids. And most
times I have to fight to get the words
out, "I can't have any."
I wish everyday now, that I never did this
to my body. I never was told by anyone how
much it can & will change you. The
Dr's never told me about the crazy side
effects it would have.
So my Sisters, yor not alone feeling like
your body has aged 50 yrs over nite, and
your mind also.
There are times I will get up to do
something, and totally forget what it was
I was going to do. Some days I scare
myself, wondering how I'm goin to be in 50
yrs if I'm this bad now.
Maybe I need to be on Anxiety pills, or
something. I don't know...All I can say
is, If I could turn back the hands of time
I certainly would....
And as for Sex Drive, LOL I don't even
know what that is anymore, all I know is I
miss it ....
All The Best