Next week, I will be attending a meditation retreat for seven days.. Cleansing my body and mind. I have gone several times before, and it is a good thing to do in order to strengthen one's resolve to maintain this kind of lifestyle.

The following week, I have the opportunity to take liquid lsd .. I had it last december, but took wayy too much.. As far as psychadelics go, I have had a lot of experience with mushrooms, growing them and so forth.. And lsd, well, I had just the once.

I think that I will take a few drops after the retreat. It only comes once a year, and the benefits experienced there cannot be re-created in one's own life. Spiritual company goes a looong way.

Truth being, I do not need the lsd. People take it, generally, as a means for a "spiritual experience". I have learned practical ways of attaining spiritual evolution in my daily life; the main obstacle is discipline. A simple meditation two times a day, along with prescribed yoga postures (asanas).

I guess I just want the lsd to confirm the seriousness of why I need to be doing this, every day, without fail. I know how use my intellect to talk myself out of the seriousness of any decision.. I think my body and mind will be prepped for the lsd experience after a week of it... Thoughts?