Hi, I was was married this past october, but my relationship is getting really tough right now. I have bipolar disorder 1. My significant other and I always seem to be fighting. I think it is my fault, the smallest thing is enough to set me off and lately I am having a much more difficult time controlling myself. Last night I was ready to just start walking until there was no more--no more, well, anything. This is probably the darkest bout of depression I have ever experienced--second only to the one where I attempted suicide. What should I do? Should I call my psychiatrist or wait until our appointment on wednesday? Anyone have any advice?