Hey gurls its lildreamer...I miss everyone so much! Im sorry I havent been on for a minute but im glad to be back. I know this is quite a way to return but I am in need of some support. Im scared, desperate, and I really feel alone. Remember my boyfriend johnny. Well I finally decided to move on. I have found someone new. He knew about johnny and he accepts the fact that I need to heal from it. Well I have been sexually involved with him for awhile now. Around the beginning of december was the last time I had my period. It really didnt faze me cuz I am usually irregular. Well I started to get suspicious and I knew I needed a pregnancy test. Yesterday I went to a clinic and I took a pregnancy test. Well...I am pregnant! My heart sank when I heard the word "positive"! I couldn't believe it. Now I have 2 weeks to decide what im going to do. My mother doesnt even know that I have a new boyfriend. She has met him but thinks we are just friends. My mom will throw him in jail becuase he is 20 years old and she said she would make me get an abortion. Can she do that? I am only 17 years old. I will be 18 in july of this year. Can she really force me to get an abortion? I know she will kick me out of my house and disown me. I know I will never see her or my family again. I know my mother. She really could be that cold. I can't abort my baby. Even though I cant see my baby I am already in love. Someone pleez help. What can I do to save my baby! Im afriad she'll throw omar in jail and make me abort or kick me out and disown me or she wont let me go and just force me to abort and bring the law into this....Like take me to court or omar and file charges on me or omar. I dont know. Im that scared. Pleez reply to my post...Any advice I would really deeply appriciated.