Hey all, ok so I have smoked cannabis for about a year straight now, and have tripped on mushrooms 4 times, and tried lsd and I tried coke like 4 times. I am a 17 year old male, and I am happy to report that I have completely stopped using these drugs, and I have successfully got my life back on track. I have a great job, car, I am going to be a senior, girls, and the love, and respect of my family. Lately I have been having abnormal thoughs. Sometimes I wonder if I am schizophrenic. I can still act civilized around friends, family, and I still like to have fun. I admit, and have knowledge that I am a hypochondriac, and I do have the occasional anxiety. Sometimes I wonder if I am just imagining my very life. I always wonder that if I was a schizo, how would I know it? Like I think that I am imaging my life. Lol sometimes the thought goes away and I laugh about it, but sometimes I actually think that I am imaging it all because of movies like fight club, the secret window, and other movies. Also I started thinking about life, and how we got here, the universe, and how trippy it all is. This seemed to trigger some anxiety for me. I dont know why but it just scares me to think about how small we are,and how big the universe is. Lol well that is pritty much what we are. I keep good hygene, and I am physically healthy. I just want reasurance that im not crazy. I honestly think that the drugs were a factor in this sudden increase in paranoia. What do you all think. I dont hallucinate, and I dont hear sounds (except for when im about to fall asleep but they are like funny sounds in my head not like someone talking to me) could I just be thinking about this too much causing me to think like this? Plz reply because this thought is killing me! The sounds that I hear only happen if I am thinking about it. What I mean by that is that if I keep thinking that I am going to hear the sounds then they show up. They dont tell me to do anything, its just seems like a bunch of random things being said. Personally I think that its either because I am very sleepy, or just increased brain activity passing to a dream state. If I stop thinking about it then I dont hear them.