I have been taking pain pills off and on
for about four years. It seems to be all
I think about. I am so sick of it.
Every time I get off, I get right back on.
It totally controls my life. This time
I want it to be differnet. I dont think
I take enough to have a horrible
withdrawals. I do not take more than
four hydrocodones a day. Sometimes
three. I have one more pill for
tomorrow, and then I am out. I want to
quit so bad. Is it possible to get off
these things on my own. My husband is so
supportive. He hates me taking them,
too, and he has offered 100% support while
I am getting off of them. When will the
cravings go away, and how can I ever stop
thinking about the pills!!!??? Help
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Tamadrummer
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Oct 2004 Posts: 710 Location: Zephyrhills,Fl
Posted: 06-19-06 16:45pm
It will take some time for the cravings to
subside. From what I know about it, it
will be approx. 2 weeks for the
uncontrollable cravings and constant
thoughts about how to get more will kind
of slowly desolve.
It wont be easy, but you can do it. If
you are taking the medicine for pain, and
you still have this pain it is going to
make the pain worse for at least a week.
When you are withdrawling opioids, it will
make the pain you suffer from be intense.
If you are not taking these meds for pain
but for pleasure, you will slowly begin to
have pain and nausea that you probably
have never had before but it will go away.
It is a very good idea to stop simply
because the tylenol in vicodan/lortab is
not good for the liver even if taken at or
below the 4 gram limit over an extended
period of time. In fact, there are more
people ending up on deaths door now than
ever before and at young ages because of
the amount of tylenol being taken by
boomers.
Good luck and use your support system!
Brian
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helpaddiction
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Feb 2007 Posts: 9
Posted: 02-19-07 10:13am
Hey sew32, I must say you are lucky to
have such a supportive husband like this.
Well, I can well understand your
situation. It’s quite difficult to quit
such addictions. But it’s good that you
realized that you need to stop taking
these pills as soon as possible. It must
be known to you that too much taking of
these pills are harmful for your health.
But now, since you have already made your
mind to overcome this, don’t back out.
Most of the people in this case back out
due to the fear of the withdrawal
symptoms. It’s hard but if you are
determined and committed to your decision,
you will definitely make it, I’m sure.
There are a number of rehab programs going
around now days. I think, these programs
will help you in overcoming this addiction
problems of yours. So you can go for such
rehabilitation. In case you want some more
information, you can tell me, I think I
can help you out. Good luck!
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TEK33SOX4EBAY
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Joined: 16 Jul 2008 Posts: 2
Dont think I can beat them. Posted: 07-16-08 08:44am
Okay, so this is absolutely my first time
saying anything out loud about how I am
feeling. I have a bad addiction to the
painpills, mainly percocet and I know that
I need to get off of them. My biggest fear
is that I will lose the euphoric feeling I
get after I am high from them. I have a
wife, and 5 kids. My wife knows I have the
problem and tells me I need to quit but
isn't someone I feel like I can fall back
on. It's hard for me to even tolerate life
every day without these pills. I am
constantly looking for ways to get more,
doing things like making copies of a
prescription so I can get twice as many.
It's not a good life to live because I
spend all my time thinking about how many
I got left, how long they will last me and
how to get more. I need help before it's
too late. I ran out one day last week and
it was the worse day of my life until that
night when I got more. I couldnt work, I
couldnt talk, I couldnt do anything. I
hated that feeling and do not want to feel
like it again. If anyone knows any other
support forums online please let me know
as I would like to talk to as many people
as possible, confidentially. It's hard for
me to admit I have become addictive to
something, it makes me feel weak.
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bubblycat
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I know the feeling Posted: 07-23-08 23:13pm
i had a bad accident 10 years ago and have
been on pain killers since then. Im now
on even higher medications and feel louzy
for it. Im too worried about not feeling
the euphoric feelings they give me. Im
terribly insecure and my pills make me
feel so much better. Anyway i have a
wonderful husband and an amazing four year
old. I would hate for her to be mother
less. Due to my moving around all the
time i have never had the time to have
proper therapy. im settled now though and
just figured enough is enough. I have
just started Physio-therapy, only been
twice with not very good results but am
going to stick with it. Also I have been
very against seing a psycologist etc but
made an appointment for first week in
August. I dont intend to go cold turkey
but want to start taking a little less a
day. i so worry about my liver. I had
trouble sleeping a few weeks back and had
blood work done, thankfully my liver
functioning seems to be ok. I know i cant
carry on taking what im taking though, 4
Hydrocodones and 3 morphenes pd. Im trying
to be strong and hope you will too. My
thoughts are with you.
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dewb
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 29 Jul 2008 Posts: 4
quitting pain pills Posted: 07-29-08 03:29am
I became addicted to Fioricet with codeine
and Norco and was addicted for probably
ten years before I just decided (out of
the blue-I don't know why-it just
happened) I wanted to get off of them. A
good nurse-practitioner friend sent me to
an MD who gave me methadone tablets and
told me how to substitute them for the
pain pills.
Getting off the pain pills was easy. It
was knowing what to do with myself once I
was off them that was really, really hard.
I suffered severe anxiety; I seemed to
have all this time I didn't know what to
do with. The rituals were gone. The highs
were gone. I tried to cheat a couple of
times only to find my medication didn't
work anymore (apparently I needed the
large quantities going in my system to
keep me high, and I had already cut off my
sources)
It's now...I forget, two years, three
years later? And I don't even take so much
as a Tylenol for pain now (if I have pain,
it's bad enough to require a trip to the
hospital)
I'm still shaking my head thinking, "What
was that all about?"
I wish the very best of luck to anybody
that finds themselves in my shoes.
Cheers, DewB
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tryin2hard
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Joined: 01 Aug 2008 Posts: 64 Location: Hampton,Va,
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i stop takin pain killers Posted: 08-01-08 17:43pm
i started to take vocoin like two pills a
day for about a couple of months cause i
quit smokin weed and stop drinkin so pills
took over me i been there when ur not on
them it seems life sucks and theres nothin
to live for but when i was on them i felt
great like life was so amazin but when i
had a bad panic attack 2 weeks ago by
takin two hits off a joint and freaked out
badly like sweatin,breathin hard,heart
poundin out my chest and then the next day
i got hit with a bad anxiety attack in my
car at the light i quit takin everything
because i thought these pills are catchin
up or just plain freakin out for nothing
could it be the pills i was takin for a
while or just the bad experice i went
threw that still scares me that im going
to have another panic attack?
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CarolDiane
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Re: Dont think I can beat them. Posted: 08-02-08 17:13pm
TEK33SOX4EBAY
wrote:
Okay, so this is absolutely
my first time saying anything out loud
about how I am feeling. I have a bad
addiction to the painpills, mainly
percocet and I know that I need to get off
of them. My biggest fear is that I will
lose the euphoric feeling I get after I am
high from them. I have a wife, and 5 kids.
My wife knows I have the problem and tells
me I need to quit but isn't someone I feel
like I can fall back on. It's hard for me
to even tolerate life every day without
these pills. I am constantly looking for
ways to get more, doing things like making
copies of a prescription so I can get
twice as many. It's not a good life to
live because I spend all my time thinking
about how many I got left, how long they
will last me and how to get more. I need
help before it's too late. I ran out one
day last week and it was the worse day of
my life until that night when I got more.
I couldnt work, I couldnt talk, I could
not do anything. I hated that feeling and
do not want to feel like it again. If
anyone knows any other support forums
online please let me know as I would like
to talk to as many people as possible,
confidentially. It's hard for me to admit
I have become addictive to something, it
makes me feel
weak.
What you have posted above is very
humiliating and humble to say the least
and very hard to do. You are to be
commended for this! I must say, I myself
have been there, but in my day, it was
more of getting that weekend high and
party on type thing. You know life, love
and sex. Those pills sure did help me cope
with my life. I went cold early in my
stages on my own. I don't think I could
have done it had I waited year later.
Now for the heart aching true. In your
case from my point of view ( and I must be
honest here ) you have a VERY bad probem
and you know it. You have taken the first
step right here on this board to becoming
clean and you don't even know it. Now you
have to take it one step futher and go out
of cyberspace with this and get some real
proffesional help. If you are with a
company, I believe if I am not mistaken by
law that can not fire you for being
truthful about your problem. You need to
go into an in house grug facility where
you can detox out and be monitered while
your doing it. Meth is a very power and
deadly dextox drug and needs watching
carefully. You can do this out patient.
But, again I must be honest. I think you
are past this stage. Your not going to be
able to go this along. You are going to
have to give all you have. You can deal
with life clean and you will. Stand on
that rock solid commetment to yourself and
no one else. For you! Not your wife, not
your kids, for yourself. Now get off that
out of deial butt of yours and get out
there and do something. We have faith in
you. Now you need to have faith in
yourself!
Hugs,
Carrie
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christie36
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Aug 2008 Posts: 1
Posted: 08-11-08 13:57pm
i need to know want to do for withdrawal
to hydrocodones when i cannot afford a
doctor
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lonestarguy
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Re: Pain Pill Addiction Posted: 08-24-08 19:23pm
sew32
wrote:
I have been taking pain
pills off and on for about four years.
It seems to be all I think about. I am
so sick of it. Every time I get off, I
get right back on. It totally controls
my life. This time I want it to be
differnet. I dont think I take enough to
have a horrible withdrawals. I do not
take more than four hydrocodones a day.
Sometimes three. I have one more pill
for tomorrow, and then I am out. I want
to quit so bad. Is it possible to get
off these things on my own. My husband
is so supportive. He hates me taking
them, too, and he has offered 100% support
while I am getting off of them. When
will the cravings go away, and how can I
ever stop thinking about the pills!!!???
Help
I hesitate to even comment on my recovery
from pain pill dependency because it was
the lowest point of my life. I have
degenerative disk disease in my lower back
and am currently on disability and was
forced to retire from my job. The pain is
something I could not deal with without
the help of hydrocodone and other powerful
pain meds.
Like you, I was on the pills for four
years and everything was fine at first.
But, then, it took more and more pills to
relieve the pain until I was taking a
combination of 9 to 10 pills a day, either
Vicodin, Oxycontin, Morphine, Codeine or
Norco.
I decided in Feb. 2007 to stop the
merry-go-round and didn't realize how hard
it was going to be. I quit cold turkey and
became very sick from withdrawal. I was in
bed for a month before I could eat and
became very weak. It was probably May
before the drugs were out of my system and
I began to feel well. I had cravings for
the drugs for at least three weeks and my
wife had to hide any pills from me.
This withdrawal was the hardest thing I
have ever done and I suggest you get your
doctor to help you.
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wereismyhair
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Sep 2008 Posts: 2
I Take Pain Meds for Lower Back Pain Posted: 09-02-08 17:44pm
I take pain meds for a lower back problem.
I get help through a pain management
doctor and he regulates my medication to
the pill. I can not take any more that
perscribed. I have two small children I am
taking care of by myself and I would not
be able to function physically, if I did
not have the medication. Sometimes I hate
that I have to take it. I am very open
with my doctor and he has told me that,
though I am not mentally addicted to the
medication, I am physically addicted and I
will need his help to get off the
medication once the time comes. The
problem I am haveing is that now (after
2.5 years) my body is used to haveing the
medication every 4-5 hours and I start
withdrawls after about 7-8 hours. I have
to take it weather or not I am in pain. I
hate haveing to make sure I have enough
medication with me when I go somewhere or
on a vacation. Sometimes I want to go cold
turky but I can't because I have a job and
kids.
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lonestarguy
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Re: I Take Pain Meds for Lower Back Pain Posted: 09-02-08 18:07pm
wereismyhair
wrote:
I take pain meds for a lower
back problem. I get help through a pain
management doctor and he regulates my
medication to the pill. I can not take any
more that perscribed. I have two small
children I am taking care of by myself and
I would not be able to function
physically, if I did not have the
medication. Sometimes I hate that I have
to take it. I am very open with my doctor
and he has told me that, though I am not
mentally addicted to the medication, I am
physically addicted and I will need his
help to get off the medication once the
time comes. The problem I am haveing is
that now (after 2.5 years) my body is used
to haveing the medication every 4-5 hours
and I start withdrawls after about 7-8
hours. I have to take it weather or not I
am in pain. I hate haveing to make sure I
have enough medication with me when I go
somewhere or on a vacation. Sometimes I
want to go cold turky but I can't because
I have a job and
kids.
If you look above your post, I know you
will believe me when I tell you that I
know exactly how you feel. I was in much
the same boat for four long years,
wondering when that day would come when I
had to stop taking pain medication in such
large quantities. I think I may have been
able to go through withdrawal because I
was retired and had no kids to worry
about. Good luck and pay attention to your
doctor's orders when the time comes and
it sounds like you trust him already.
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RogersDx
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Oct 2008 Posts: 2
'Addiction" on Pain Pills Posted: 10-04-08 23:26pm
Due to an accident members of several
families have been taking morphine and
oxycodone stronger than Vicodin and doing
so at a rate of 28 to 40 5 mg tablets in a
24 hour period. They can stop taking it
and experience minor symptoms for 4 days.
But they don't think about the RX . They
take it and function. It takes alot of RX
to get sick but surprisingly not too much
meds that you get anxious and feel guilty
and make promises to quit that stress you.
You would be surprised at how much you are
actually in control and taking a few pills
like that Vicodin is not wrong. It is
alot of tylenol sprinkled with traces of a
'narcotic" that is mild. Treating your
anxiety will put the issue in perspective.
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