Who is saying you are a faker? I've been too busy lately with the ethan and everything. I miss everything. I have no idea what's going on.

Carrie im sorry. I am so sorry about what happend. I cant believe people are doing this to you right now. I will pm you and if you do decide to leave I would still like to chat with you still.

I dont know what happend as fasr as people hthinking that you are not being honest... So all I can really think to say it sorry.

:( .I wish you wouldn't leave, .Carrie.
You deserve to stay just as much as we all do, if not more.
I'm sorry for everything you're having to deal with.



<3kristina

Carrie,

i consider you as a good friend, and I honestly do like you. But you make me susupicous, only because even a person with the worst of luck wouldn't have as many things happen to them as you do, especially so close together.

Dil died..
You had a miscarriage..
Your man died....

I'm posting this because i'm not the type to talk behind your back but I know I would appreciate a fan sign, and proof that everything that you say happend to you really did..

I would greatly appologize to you if I do see some fan signs, and proof of dil's death & everything else.

I feel awful, but I don't want to give my sympathy to a person whom I can't even trust with what they say..When I could be trying to help someone who really does need it..

Honestly I do love carrie, she's helped me a lot but I can .N.O.T help the way I feel!

If my infant son was in the hospital having surgery, and about ready to die, you can bet your ass that I would be in that waiting room waiting until the doctor came out to tell me every little detail of what happened. I wouldn't be at home on my computer on a forum talking to people about it, just like you said sandra. You judged her this morning too when we were talking, so please get off my back about judging her.

I know we don't know the truth about her, and I know that we don't know if she's lying or not but .E.I.G.H.T of us aren't having these feelings for nothing. It'd be different if it was just me, but 8 people believing the same thing about a person, theres just got to be something there.

If her boyfriend died of a heroin overdose it'd be on the news or in the papers unless it hasn't been released yet, and the person here that lives close to her hasn't heard a damn thing about any of the deaths happening.

If she's proved innocent then I will believe her and apologize out of my gaping butthole about how sorry I am, but until then I cant help the way I feel, like people have said 1000 times before, everyone is entitled to their own opinion.

I'd like to know one way or another.

I can see many differing views on this.

Firstly things don't quite add up but then I was here on the computer the day I came out of hospital - so yeah people do do that.

I'm just confused. I don't like being confused.

There's a lot more to this that I can't divulge but yeah i'd just like someone to unconfuse me.

Carrie, I don't want you to leave, i'm just trying to understand everything. Maybe we can just sort this thing out?

Thank you d and terra for admitting that you are suspicous ive been waiting since I heard matt died for terra to get on so I could see what she thinks too. Carrie u know I love you and of couse I believe aobut di lsince ive seen the pics but its the matt thing I dont get. Thats a lot of bad luck for one person to have in such a small amount of time and you and I both know the reason I question it is cuz of who u are. It wouldnt be hard for you to fake and be believable. I know u are carrie I dont question that you are you just the matt thing such so much I want to think u are lying I guess. Im sorry if this hurts you but I have been thinking about it for a few days and its bothering me so I want to get it out there so that everytime I talk to you I dont sit here and think well what if the person im talking to is sitting at her computer laughing at me for being so gullable

i will be your friend either way I just want the truth and only the truth

You guys, sh*t happens. And just imagine you were wrong about carrie, how does it feel turning your backs on someone when they need support more than ever? Babies die, and those babies have mothers, it happens to people. People die of overdoses, and those people have girlfriends and families. It happens. Shame on you guys, this girl is going through so much pain, yet it is more important you don't even risk giving your support and help to someone who might be a faker, than to just let the goodness of your heart show through and help her. Just say she's a faker, what do you lose? Say she isn't... You've just turned her away in such a dark time in her life... You guys... I don't even know...

Wow you just brought up a great point I forgot about how "that" would affect it.

Anyways I didnt even know she had a miscarriage

not saying its impossible, but in the pit of my stomach I have a feeling about this and its not good

I really like you .Carrie, and as much bad luck as it would seem you have, I believe you.

You're a sweet girl!

If you do go, pm me :wink:

Oh I dont even care anymore, I do have a heart and I am a really good person and just because I dont believe some of the things she says right now doesn't change the person that I am!

If it turns up that she is real then I will apologize and no that might not do any good but I can not help the way I feel, and like everyone says everyone is entitled to their own opinion.

Not all of us are going to see things the same way, and thats why were all butting heads right now but dont say im a bad person because I dont agree with you.

Carrie you should stay...

....Everone else who doesnt realy know her has the right to be suspicious cause of the fakers that have been here...To name a few jessie and lucy. But after a while they cracked. Whereas carrie has been here for a while?


She has been alot, and if shes telling the truth then I dont know how shes handled it she must be a strong girl.


Only thing I wanna comment on that she said though-not saying shes a liar atall mind you- she said her boy bought 2g of herion, not being funny(which means not being nasty) but you need something like 10 times less than that to overdose. So...Well thats all im gonna say im not insinuateing shes a liar, or he bought that much to overdose. Im just saying.


But anyway stay carrie

Carrie, do you by chance have any recent pics of yourself? Maybe that would help. Maybe...

I know this doesn't prove anything, but I just want to point out two things:

1) no, he would not have been in the news for dying of an overdose. Not unless he was already in the spotlight (i.E. A celebrity or public official), which i'm pretty sure he wasn't. That falls pretty close to the lines of suicides, and suicides aren't reported unless the same circumstances I mentioned above are true or if it's in public. Trust me, I know, I work in the industry.

2) people who die of overdoses a lot of the time die under the same circumstances carrie said matt was in: hadn't done the drug in a long time and thought that he could still do the same amount as he used to. It happens a lot with people who go to prison and then get out and want to do drugs again; they don't realize that with the drug being flushed out of their system, they are no longer as tolerant and cannot handle the same amount anymore.

I dont know I guess I was wrong then, just saying what I thought.

Still doesn't change my gut feeling.

I love her to death but I just wanted to get how I felt out there so maybe she can clear it up and then she can make me look like a b*tch for saying th ese things and we can get on with it.

1)i dont know how america works, but where I live if someone died from a drug overdose it would be all over the paper and the talk of the town. (it was just recently actually)dunno how big the place is where she lives, but I thought that it would at least be in some sort of newspaper somewhere where she lives.

2)eveyone knows that if you havent done drugs in a long time the body cannot tolerate as much as you used to, same as alcohol. So if he bought 2g of herion knowing he could not handle it all...I dont know...We dont know the details like, he had a needle in his arm then the bag of heroin next to him do we.

Ive actually forgotten what point I was trying to make...Lol..Anyway not saying your wrong lalee, just thought id add a few :wink:

I don't feel like a b*tch for anything i've said..


I have a gut feeling so i'm telling how I feel. None of us are being mean to carrie, but only care about her and want to know the truth & for her to prove everything shes saying is right.


A newspaper article.

A fan photo.

Dil's death certificate.

If those things did happen to her, it wouldn't be hard for her to get any of the items I mentioned above.

I'm not holding it against her but just feel something isn't right with her, and I don't know about any of you but I don't want to be friends with someone who craves sympathy.


All of you can say as you please but it won't change how I feel about anything.

Show me proof and i'll apologize. =)

Heroin comes in bags?