Q: I'm On Emotional Breakdown....
asked by:
haliparot
on June 10th, 2006
Experienced User
Hello i'm 18 years old striving to become a doctor planning to enter med school at 21...I'm a smart straight a student with a nice life and a great bf...But now I felt everything was ruined.....Was diagnosed to have hsv-1..Simply speaking I have oral herpes...And i'm on my first outbreak..My whole mouth, tongue, and gums are so sore that eating feels like hell to me..I already went to the doctor and got my prescription yesterday he prescribed acyclovir but I stil don't know when will I be better..I am always crying..Always..Because i'm a good person...So good that I never go to public parties...And I don't know anybody that I got this from...I never kissed anybody but my bf my dad and mom for the last well I see 3 months...All of them don't have it...So who can I possibly have it...Everytime I look into the mirror I felt so ugly, so dirty inside..I don't know what to do...I haven't told my bf yet...And I will be devastated...If our perfect relationship would change because of this....So if anyone can please help and get me through this....This is so hard for me....
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