Hi,
here is my problem. Thanks in advance for reading me.
I used to be fat (225 pounds ) and used to eat sugar all the time, from morning to night. I could eat nearly a gallon of ice cream a day, with pepsi, with chocolate, milk, etc. I was sick, but wasn't really aware of it.
3 years ago (in 2003) I fainted at a restaurant after eating nearly nothing substantial all day long (except energy drinks and alcohol) and been out in the sun for hours (what a crazy mix, of course). This was a traumatic event and it took nearly a year to get back on my feet and to feel more comfortable socially (i have mild social phobia, but usually I can live with it in 'normal' conditions). My doctor prescribed some prozac and I was able to continue to live my life.
At this time, I met an osteopath who convinced me to change the way I was living. Thanks to her advices, I lost nearly 70 pounds over the next year and a half, and I am now in great shape, maintaining that good weight.
However, as much as I changed my alimentation (i eliminated nearly all sugar, from milk to pasta to anything else... Only sugar on rare occasions) my relation to food did not change: I am obsessive with food and eat a lot and it seemed to me the total sugar did not change that much instead of eating lot of ice cream I ate lot (and I mean it!) of legumes or nuts. I ate so much fat that I was diagnosed with functional dyspepsia and I am unable to ingest much fat anymore.
Anyway, getting to the point...
At the beginning of this year, I had to take a blood test, and fainted. I thought this was normal, so I didn't care that much. I must say that I nearly stopped prozac for a year, and on that morning I didn't eat at all and wasn't in great shape.
In april 2006, I met a new girl, and I fainted at the restaurant after the second night together. This was the morning following easter. On easter I ate badly, and did not eat anything from 7 pm sunday to 1 pm monday. And of course I was very active physically that night. :wink:
ok right now everything seems to point in direction of severe hypoglycemia. I was at the restaurant, and everything went strange in my head, with confusion, and I fainted. I was unconscious for nearly 1 minute and a half, and it took 2 hours for my pressure to get back to a close-to-normal range.
But here is the thing that made me doubt (and my doctor too) about hypoglycemia: I fainted after eating breakfast. And it was a breakfast with lot of sugar, maple syrup, etc. So that's strange, don't you think?
Even stranger: when the ambulance arrived, the first thing they did was taking my sugar level: it was normal. :!:
so those two facts made me doubt about hypoglycemia.
Meanwhile, my doctor prescribed celexa and I began a new job.
However, yesterday I had symptoms close to those at the restaurant. After 4 hours straight without eating anything and been very active talking to people and everything, I felt weak and had to go to toilet and get on the ground for some minutes. I ate an apple (even if I wasn't that hungry... I was cold, I had blurred vision, etc.). I thought this was a 'normal' panic attack like I had some (fearing to faint again) but the strange thing was that the anxiety was coming from inside me and not from the outside world.
Anyway, I did pray a bit and did stay there for 5 minutes and was able to finish my day. However, I must say that I get phobic right now about the thought of working at that particular place again (at my job there is 6 different locations to work).
Anyway, my life is hell right now. I have panic attacks everywhere always, and it seems I just can't get over what seems to be hypoglycemia even by eating like an athlete (i really eat well... Meat, vegetables, legumes, some nuts, fruits... I really eat well those days). It seems all the 'tricks' do not work anymore for me.
Is it possible that my symptoms relate to something else than hypoglycemia?
Or was it possible that between the time I fainted and the time ambulance took my sugar level the sugar went up enough to be normal but not enought to make me feel well?
Is it possible that my adrenals are so exhausted that they don't work well anymore? (don't forget: I have a low-carb diet, which mean that my adrenals must transform proteins and fats into glucose by gloconeogenesis, which may exhaust them!?)
anyway, I feel like I am living in hell right now. This new job is a dream job with a good salary and I want to keep it! And I have a new girlfriend. I sure have lot of stress right now, but I just have trouble to differentiate physicals and psychologicals symptoms, even if they are related.
I know I should maybe take the hyperglycemia test, but right now I work on call and I know taking that test would narly 'kill me' for a whole week. Moreover, some days it seems my glycemia seems to be working better. I feel bad mostly on the days after eating badly, not in the hours.
But even there, I nearly fainted at job some hours after eating a very good meal...
Anybody can help me?
Thanks a lot for reading me.