Posts: 45
location: washington
trichtillomania
posted: 06-01-06 11:31pm

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i know this might sound really crazy to some people but its a disease. I thought I had recently over come this thing. Its an ocd and it runs under the lines of cutting but instead you pull your hair out. In fact I stopped a few months before I met my husband. But recently (6 months later) I started again so bad im so sure someone will notice.. I feel ashamed and embarrassed.. I really want to die and cry inside. I wish I didnt have to face the world. Im not sure how I did it before. Everyone noticed but I wasnt emabarrassed until someone mentioned it. Now im scared to even be noticed in public. What is going on. Anyone want to help me. Please any advice to help me stop.. Im such a pretty girl when I have eyelashes, eyebrows and hair.. Im so shocked my husband hasnt noticed or said anything. I know if he does I will completely die inside. I'm scared anyone know anything.. Plz.. Before I stopped I did this for almost ten years..