Hey guys! I get nightmares all the time about my twins! Stuff like scott came back and took them from me and then somehow left the country and I never found them but I kept searching and searching

it was sad I woke up and cried so hard that jake I woke jake up! And the other one I have is that we got in a car accident (ya'll kno that story I dont deal with them very well anymore) anyway we were in a car accident and when I woke up in the dream I was in the hospital and I asked where jake and aj were and the doctor told me they were dead, and then I felt my belly and it was like not really there no more like smalled than it was and I looked at the doctor and he told me I lost the twins too

that made me cry worse than the first one and jake had to hold me for hours before I fell asleep but..One good thing happened during it...When he was holding me and calmin me down he told me he loved me!!!!!!!!!!! :d :d hehe I sound like a little kid again!