Hey there,
im guessing ur about 16.Am I right? How olds ur boyfriend?
I think the problem is that u both need 2 have some of ur own free time 2 do the things u like.Dont u like time just 2 sit around,listening 2 music,watching films or reading magazines? Cos we all need r own time. Maybe u shud put more effort in2 ur friendships so that when ur not with ur boyfriend,u can b with friends & do all ur girly stuff! Its not good 4 you to have limited yourself by distancing yourself from ur friends.
I think ur boyfriend is suffering from male pride when he pushes u aside,he doesnt want 2 admit 2 his friends that he's in love.
Its ashame that ur holiday is different from ur boyfriends but,im sure theres not much he can do about that.
I think u really need 2 sit down & have a long talk with him because i'd b pretty mad if my boyfriend invited some1 on r holiday without asking me first! U really need 2 tell him how u feel because if u plan 2 get married,u will need 2 b able to b truthful with each other about how u feel.
Best wishes & good luck & if u want 2 talk,pm me
liz :d
p.S. I am 18, my boyfriends 21 & we've been 2gether 2.9yrs & we plan 2 marry in a few years.