The death of your baby will take time to get over hun greif takes people differently and has no bounds on time all I can say is it will get easier you just have to be strong and talk not bottle it up inside where it seems 10 times as hightend talking will release your greif. Fyi you would be better posting this in abortion support some peeps in this forum can be very mean in their responses

It takes time! You might want to come over to the abortion support. I do not know why you did have an abortion andit is really none of my business. You probably had your reason at that time and you must forgive yourself and do the best you can to move on.
Jenn .Smithson might be able to give you some contacts for support if you feel you need the extra assistance, you might want to pm her or go to mental health in your area and please do not take me wrong, I am not telling you that you are crazy or anything but they might be able to give you ssome support information.
The very best to you!
Please remember, it is not your fault!

Thanks alot for your replies, i'll take it over the the abortion part I just thought this one people saw alot more. And its a debate room. I dunno thanks