I really don't know where to start, and I shouldn't be taking this as hard as I am after he left me a week and a half ago. But my husband died last night. He was in a car accident and died on the opperating table from internal bleeding. They couldn't find out where it was coming from. At this point I don't know yet were it was coming from. They will let me know soon.
I don't know what I am going to do without him. I came to work to get some paperwork form some days off....And I thought i'd let you guys know why I won't be posting for a few days/weeks.
I missed him already when he left, but now it's much worse because I know I will never see him again.
I have to go now. I have my mother in law and his family coming down today and I have to get the arrangements started. He will be buried in ky with his family....So they will take him back with them. I don't know if I can let him go like that though. Those were his wishes and I have known that since I married him.....But I really have to go....Just say a little prayer for me and his family.
Love you guys