I get it on thursday as needs to get engraved!!Well I may get judged again,, but at first I wanted my baby, and then my bf didnt and he wanted go uni and holidays and we couldnt afford a baby, and I was so depressed at the time, it wasnt the babys fault, but everything was going wrong. And I felt like I had to have the abortion, and I wated 6-7weeks for it, as I asked when I was 10weeks about abortion, and took this long to have it, it wasnt pleasent at all. And I know ppl on here said dont do it, but if I had kept that baby, it would have had a crap life. No dad, and jus me trying to provide, I wish I could have been stronger I really wish I could have been. I went through so much last thursday my bf was there he was lovely!! Me and him both wish things could have been diffrent, I didnt ever say I wouldnt regret it, I always said yes I will regret it. Jus some people will never know what I had go through, as it was proper labour I was going through. I admmit to allie_18 yes maybe I am a homicide, but at least I will never be a bad mum. And leave my baby with strangers, I had good intentions, and would have and will make a wonderfull mum when the time is right, if u want to read all that happend its in the abortion forum hun xxx thanx for your post xxx
| matthieusmom wrote: |
| i read on the other forum and was wondering did u ever get your necklace? It sounded like a very sweet idea and loved the name. I was also wondering how you was doing and if you are getting better, atleast a lil better. Oh and one more thing I don't know much and don't know why u had one but I was wondering why u done it? |