What is up with stupid b*tches like you wanting to "fit in" get the hell over it, being yourself or not, you're not always going to fit in everywhere you go, you're going to always have problems with people throughout you're lifetime, that is all normal!!!!!!!!!
I don't give 2 starts who you are really, or even what you're about. But I do think you're a straight up promiscuous person for lying, and I honestly don't like you.
Lying will only make people hate you more..If you don't have enough common sense to comprehend that then you don't belong on any forum.
Honesty is what keeps friends, not lying about you're life trying to "fit in"