Hello everyone. If I could just take a few moments of your time... I'd really like to hear some feed back. The last few months i've been go in and out of spells of depression. Sometimes to the piont where I want to cut agian the only thing that stops me is that my feancee said if I ever did that agian then he would too...I knows not joking either. About a week ago I started crying at work at love songs...Makes no sence! I cried for a couple hours while throwing fraight. My headaches have been very pianful and I have a hard time getting rid of them. Also i've been tring to get pregnant for almost 8months now and nothings happened! This makes me sad alot but it cant make me this sad can it? I'm not sure what the main cause to my depression latly is! When I was a little girl I was put on medds for depression and biplor...Then at the age of 14 I took my self off...With only miner depression from time to time. I dont understand and I dont know what to tell my feancee who loves me so much! I wish I had the answer he wanted...Some times I feel crazy and i'm not trying to be funny I really feel different from normal everyday thoughts that run through a person... Thanks for reading and if you could help me out sorry its so long...